Beautiful

She batted her lashes at him, a smile forming on her pink glossy lips, her wavy red hair pulled back in a ponytail. Adorable.

I felt myself quiver. I couldn't help but feel furious at her, though i didn't own him in anyway. the farthest i've ever gone in making any contact with him was through our ocassional eye contact when we pass each other in the hallways. I know,how lame. I felt so desperate, so hopelessly inlove with him, that sometimes it bothered me. I guess it was the fact that she was so perfect,so gorgeous, so worthy of him that it reminded me of how far apart our worlds were. I looked at his eyes, those deep blue eyes that would haunt me for the rest of my teenage existence, and gosh that smile, i'd kill just for him to smile at me.

I looked down on my dirty sneakers and shifted in my seat. My heart sank, as i saw her hold his hand. The worst part was that he lit up as soon as she took his hand, it was as if he couldn't wipe that beautiful smile off of his face.

"Hello?". Kate was making a face at me. She glanced towards where i was looking at and shot me a worried look. "Gawd Gen, you should really get a life and stop reading those soppy romance novels of yours, their bad influence." She gave me a frown. "I mean, look at you! Girl, you've got to make your move. You can't just wait for your fairy godmother to appear and turn you into a princess!"

i'm getting really sleepy..please tell me if you like this entry and i will continue. I just need a pick me up :) thanks!