Death

I am so afraid to go outside.
The wind is to harsh.
The rain is too cold.

I find myself lost.
Not in reality but in my mind.
I cannot let go.

A voice tells me to go outside.
It shouts as if in anger.
I dont want to as I start to cry.

Please leave me alone.
I want to stop feeling.
I dont want to admit.

Its a place I dont want to go.
I have told you before.
But you are rite outside the window.

Staring at me with your black eyes.
You have no heart.
But I can still hear you breathing.

I am frightened for my life.
I cannot look away.
You have me tranced.

I am drawn towards you.
I cant stop but I want to.
I slowly walk towards you.

You carry on staring.
Breathing hard.
With your black eyes.

I step outside.
I was rite.
I am afraid

The wind is to harsh
the rain is too cold.
I cant go back.

You walk towards me.
I cannot run.
You have me where you want me.

You have a black cloak.
All I see your eyes.
I only see darkness.

I am scared now.
I think this is the end.
Cant I say good bye?

You dont want to answer my questions.
You open your black cloak.
I realise what it means.

You have no real body.
There is nothing
But a black hole.

I understand now.
It is unfair though.
I want to say goodbye.

You dont say anything
But I know what you want me to do.
I start to take steps.

Steps into your cloak
Into the hole.
It ends here.