Killing me slowly

I hate this feeling deep inside.
I want to curl up and die.
You havent done anything wrong.
All I want to do is cry.

You talk about those good times.
My heart is taken over
When you talk about the others
And everything becomes slower.

I can control it.
Its way to strong.
You hate this part of me.
I want you for long.

Please try and help me.
I hate feeling this way.
Its killing me slowly.
This is where it should stay.