You

You are everything I despise.
You are everything I loathe.
You are the reason why I was scrubbing myself in the shower.
You are the reason I can’t sleep in my own bed, because that’s where you were.
You are the reason I don’t trust myself anymore.
You are the reason I want to throw up.
You are the reason why I want to change myself.
You are the reason I feel worthless.
But you are not worth it.