Simplicity is Myself

I bury all of my regrets,
inside a pack of cigarettes.
and drown it all with cancers best,
lap of luxury.k

My peace is like a house of cards,
upon a hill without regards.
Until a wind sweeps through the yard,
and blows it to the ground.

And happiness I must ablige,
for the sparkle in my eyes.
But hides behind a grim desguise,
until if fades away.

I must admit its rather odd,
for I myself have spared the rod.
Until I tried to feel my God,
and only felt myself.

But at times when I'm alone,
catching kisses I am thrown.
From a girl I've never known,
and lives within a dream.

I extend to you an invitation,
into my imagination.
Embarking on an exploration,
of all that I love.

And in the corners of my mind,
I play a tune and make it rhyme.
And this I know so much is mine,
I hope that you've had fun.

This life I live I must confess,
is full of gifts and greatly blessed.
But when in doubt I still protest,
I could stand yet more to lose.

Now if I may leave one last word,
of all the things you've seen and heard.
I hope it wasnt too absurd,
Thank you.