I submit to ABC

Submitting
was the least I could do
after what I had
been through
but something held me back
told me 'no!'
wanted to keep it all mine
selfish captor, surely unkind

two hours of clawing in the grime/
the wonder
here on my own
to share with the world
a secret no more
for all to see -
bare, naked, stripped
the inside out

fingers shakily hovered
over my mouse
one tap and gone
a part of me shared
more than I could ever do
without you

you're gone!
I miss you so
still see you
not the same somehow
like a child grown
a seed sown
all alone
my poem is now
all yours.