Fairy-girl of my memory

Someone I know is a fair-one,
yet only almost knew she was,
someone I have always known,
always loved and knew so too.

Watching you grow without realising
you never change atall, day everyday
always just around the corner there,
always open mind, ear or heart to me.

All we shared with each other, I wish,
I could be as good a friend as you are,
I would give you all magic in my world,
that is what you gave to me, my fairy,
I wish I could show you, my memory of you.

Our special places, I cannot go without you,
every tiny little light, was magic with you,
mysteries no soul can ever know, understand,
except for us, paper behind a pipe, or tree,
codes that will never be broken, like /chain/.

Singing together, listening together,
drawing, walking, travelling with you.
We could get away, anytime, just go,
be free, happy and innocent together.

I cannot remember being without you,
Honestly I don't paticularly want to
because I was always happy with you,
you kept me smiling, kept me loving.

My fairy helped me keep my mind alive,
thinking, imagining, beliving, hoping.
You should know, a few times, even as
you weren't there, you kept me alive.

You watch over me even now, far away,
by thinking of me, in my mind, I see,
imagining what you would say, wisdom,
I have kept, advice, I treasure still.

Everything you gave to me with memories,
I keep in the safest place, always open.
If I ever need you, you are here & there
and you are eternal in my heart and mind.