Erm.. title.. think of one later maybe?

Have you ever walked into a room filled with people, but felt so alone? That one day everyone you know and love will leave you, and you'll have no one? You will face the world on your own with no helping hand to catch you when you fall, nothing to keep you stable or to motivate you to keep you going till the end. Have you ever felt that giving up was the easiest option? That you had no other choice than to fail? No matter how far you ran you were heading no where as if the world moved with you and kept you in the same spot for so long you felt numb to everything else around you? Have you ever heard the same song so many times that you knew all the lyrics, but not the title? You could recognise the voices but not put a name to it, but you sang it anyway because it made you happy, if only for a short period of time? That for 3 minutes of your life your in your own little spinning world where nothing can upset you, harm you or break you. Have you ever had the urge to run? Have no sense of direction to where your going, but you just go. Finding something you never knew existed and think it's beautiful because to you, it's yours. Ever chose things in life randomly, flip a coin to choose which direction you'll take, leading you to somewhere new and exciting. Meeting new people that you never thought you would meet. Take a chance, make a change, and live for today.
You could die tomorrow. If you did, have you done everything in your life that you wanted to? Have you had spontaneous moments that made you feel so alive that you didn't care about anything else. A rush of excitement when you do something you know your not meant to do, but do it anyway and not get caught doing it.