Single parent

I've left him
But I'm still left with him
Damaged and Angry.
He will always be
the father
of My child
He will always
Let us down.
and I will always
try to reconcile
Love, Rage, Hurt and Disappointment

I want some arms to hold me
Someone to
change the sheets
when they're on the line
and I've forgotten.
Someone to Kiss
to tell things to
to dream about
and to take me away from Him
Make it all small and far away
Share my burdens
like a man
Tell me to sit down and rest
Love me with my madness and my madness
and never use them as weapons to maim