Perpetuating Fear

I never give anyone a chance
But together we would dance
I thought there was no way
There was nothing wrong you could do or say
I let you in so deep so fast
I thought our friendship would last
But you turned away from me
So that you wouldn't see
But you knew all along
What you did was hurtful and wrong
I play invisible with everyone
I always turn and run
But for you I stood still
Cause I thought I felt something real
But now I see
You never cared about me
Why would you play this game?
You made me feel helpless and lame
I can't bear to look you in the eyes
There is nothing there now but deceit and lies
It hurts like you wouldn't believe
When someone I let in would leave
You made me feel
Like I wasn't real
Like I was replaceable
Completely discountable
I'm invisible to everyone
Apparently that means you too.