Insanely over you.

INSANELY OVER YOU.
sneak

I think I'm nearly over you.
I'm letting go the past.
This final correspondence -
may just be my last!
I'm sleeping in the bed again,
the one we used to share.
And if I fall asleep -
I can dream that I don't care...
I can while away the hours,
pretending I'm okay.
Safe within the shadows -
of this defeated day.
I really think I'm over you.
I know you're over me.
The way you said goodbye.
So disrespectfully.
My addiction to your body -
may take a while to kick.
I'm sleeping in your dresses,
I'm wearing your lipstick!
As close as I can get to you -
without you being there.
Underneath my pillows -
I keep your underwear.
Wearing fragile sanity.
Insanely over you.
Convicted to a memory -
I know can not be true.
Closing doors and chapters,
closing hearts and minds.
Blocking out reality -
with closed venetian blinds.
Hiding in the shadows.
Fixating on the night.
I thought that I was cured,
but doubt is born of light.

sneak