INVISIBLE DISORDER.

INVISIBLE DISORDER.
sneak.

I'll change my life tomorrow.
Tomorrow never came.
Suspended animation.
Today is just the same.
A lack of motivation.
Tranquilliser smile.
I'll start to make a difference -
in a little while.
In a stolen moment.
So many moments lost.
Too numb in my existence -
to even count the cost.
The cost of wasted summers.
As seasons waste away.
Summer turns to autumn -
with mocking sweet decay.
The blackened grin of progress.
Death fuels every word.
Intoxicated reason.
Communication slurred.
Senses now inverted.
Alone amongst the crowd.
The shadows of aggression -
cast a chilling shroud.
Invisible disorders.
The order of the street.
The pavements that they foul -
are the pavements where we sleep.
I'll change my life tomorrow,
if attitudes dictate.
When ignorance is cured -
I'll leave my chosen state.
When paranoia ceases.
When I'm the only one.
I'll face tomorrows demons -
and wonder where you've gone.

sneak technique.