Label 'Incomplete'

special instructions -
Label 'INCOMPLETE'
signed ........... (patient undergoing therapy)
sneak

People say I'm weird,
just because my eyes are dead.
They say I'm incomplete.
Something's missing in my head.
My star sign isn't listed.
I'm ex-directory.
I have to tune myself -
in to your sanity.
Insanely fascinated -
by the smiles that you wear.
Playfully deceiving -
my numb narcotic stare.
Forever in Denial,
wherever that may be.
Broken by the glances -
you give sadistically.
Beaten by the fact -
that love could pass me by.
On my desperation,
I'm sure you can rely.
Reluctantly existing -
on a diet of distress.
People say I'm weird,
but they just second guess.
I'm learning to survive -
in a world I cannot stand.
Waiting for decay -
to lend an helping hand...

sneak