Unspoken mind.

UNSPOKEN MIND.
sneak

I accidentally spoke my mind.
The things it said were so unkind.
My lips declared a state of war.
They never spoke that way before.
Expletives flowed like vintage wine.
Every single word divine.
Basking in my own disgrace.
Losing temper. Saving face.
Inhibitions wiped away.
Finally I had my say.
In my head I knew the score.
Reality is little more -
than putting forward my great plan.
Doubt will thwart me if it can.
Anxiously I sit and wait -
and cautiously deliberate.
Contemplating my disdain.
I know I simply must complain.
And here she comes, in 'Hotel white'
Enquiring if my meals alright.
I nod my head, I always do.
I smile and lie, 'Oh, yes thank-you'

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