I call you up

i call you up after years of tears and fears

i took a deep breath and let it out

it's all up in the air 

we never said a real goodbye 

there was silence in the air 

when  you went 

you look at me and i look at  you 

and we both knew

that the fairytale 

was coming to an end 

you know you were my best friend

but we both lie 

it was the only way we could both survive

and now i am dialing your number 

and hear your voice say hi 

and there were tears in my eyes 

as i said hi 

i could hear your voice trembling

as you heard my words 

i could hear your breathing heavily on the other end of  the line 

oh two hearts were shattered 

neither you or i were too blame

we talk for a while

and we joke and made 

each other smile

and at the end of our chat 

i knew we could not go back 

but one of the last words i said   to you was

maybe one day we can become friends again 

then i put down the phone and that was the end of

 conversation  and the end of you  and me