Why oh why

i look up at the ceiling trying to empty  my head 

things are going around and around in my mind 

i look at the tv and it bored me 

i can't concentrate on what there say 

my head is all over the place 

since you walk away 

i knew it was coming

i could feel

it in you 

but why 

but why 

did you have to be so cruel 

when you saw me cry 

so i took a deep breath 

and look at you and said 

you better go

now

you try to talk to me 

i was having none of that

and

 now i am alone 

in the dark of the night 

wishing you phone 

so i sit here and pour myself 

another drink 

and

before i know it  

i drank 

half a bottle of wine 

and why oh why 

and i start to cry

i was a fool to myself 

thinking we were in love 

now i cry 

i going to try and dry my tears

however bad it hurt inside 

i am going to get on with my life