I ****** it all and now i cannot care

I fucked it all and now I cannot care.

I fucked it all and now I cannot care.
I made mistakes I cannot change,
And now I cannot speak.
I cannot live to see this more,
It hurts to know its me.
A face I hid from all my friends,
Now shines apon my skin.
The worst of all it was not me,
And only in my name.
I hide from them in shame of truth,
I become uninhabited,
A fate I don't wish to feel.
And one I hope not a soul will see.
The pain of my act will wait in my corner,
Hiding with me.
I show none the pain
But still they see my face,
Cold and hard,
Uninhabited as I am.
Hollowed face alight with fire,
Nothing well and good in the eyes,
A face that once they knew,
Now hiding from their stares.
A raging quite within,
Glints hard in the light.
Colder and darker than anything you have seen in me.
I cover it quick,
Afore its known of me.
Damn it now I cannot live like this.
Uncaring as I am.
Unloving as I be.