Never the Only one

I know I will never be the only one,
I know that I am never even close to best,
so far from the league of tables that I am insignificant,
laughing at my place,
knowing who will always have their place,
wishing they were so,
very ~very~ aware of the time I spend,
the things I do,
the face I've seen,
and finally, the place I've gone away to.
gone.