Sadness and Silence

sadness at leaving,
eclipsed by the first joys of coming,

silence and loss of words,
portraying feelings,

neither voiceing anything,
whatever they may be,

too soon and too aware,
of our next stages,

staying silent,
looking sad,

not trying to forget,
just to let it pass,

never to be,
but always something,

around,
apart,

together,
not,

something,
nothing,

loose and fallen words, lost to tounges,
finally forgetting the words to say when before,
I had so many.
nolonger sure of the right thing,
the stuff that makes you feel better.
discontinued thoughts,
having to obey the harder parts of thinking.