I was in the darkened booth, grey pavlovian rat. I pressed the required button, ear mufflers inverting my fear. Then spin - screech chair rocks. This astronaut
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) An anxiety disorder characterised by intrusive thoughts that produce uneasiness, apprehension, worry and fear, by repetitive behaviours aimed at reducing anxiety.
And now your peanut - crunchers can stare at the ink - stains, the sigils where you engraved your letters to him... Ted Hughes - The Table, Birthday Letters