is this for real?

How come I never have felt this way
everything is turned inside out
nothing left to imagination or dreaming
it feels so sad
half of it feels so bad
I hear voices in my head
this is not for real
makes me feel insane
makes life such a friggin' pain

But the sun is shining
and the future is near
I muster the love to combat my fear

I think it is great that love always wins