without your resurrection

your mathew, mark,
luke & john did NOT
agree on the what, where, when, how, & why
of your saviour’s demise---
such a big lie is believed so much longer &
with an intensity so much stronger implemented than that of the
most vicious
dictator---
as four “writers” sitting in four different rooms
at four different periods of time
with no phone, no internet, no iphone,
not even a couple of cans & a piece of string
to communicate with,
these fictional characters did not create a
fictional character of their own
who would come again to judge us all,
throwing some of us into fire &
giving the rest eternal orgasms while sucking off
the lord,
for they are ALL lies
they are ALL fictional characters,
and though you make a million excuses as to why so many
years passed between stories,
and why some things don’t even exist in some
while in others they do,
that
simple
resurrection,
has to be dead-on---
yet, now,
in this 21st century,
where the true death of these absurd illusions
is creeping up the back of your spine &
tapping you on the back of your neck,
you understand that if your church reduces christianity
to a story that does not end with
your fictional character coming back from the dead,
then
those whose eyes have been sewn shut at birth,
whose minds have been wiped &
filled with the decaying smog of your
faith,
leading them blindly into oblivion,
while sacrificing any freedom in their one life---
that will all be gone,
and you are nothing,
without your resurrection.