Time To Change

Once we both said I do ‘
and then we separated me and you
after twenty years it was all gone
and I had to move on .
Everything just disappeared
and when the dust had cleared
I saw a world so strange
and I couldn’t just fit
so bit by bit I tried real hard to change .

Faith in you I once admired
and you were all that I desired .
I loved were we were at
but you said goodbye to all that ;
God knows it was hard to do ,
to loose everything I’d ever knew . Deep in heart
I see my children’s faces staring back at me

Now there’s sadness in my eyes
that many have recognized .
I’ve never felt so sick and sore
or as hurt as I was before,
because the streets I’d walked alone
were so far from my family home
I felt so scared ,
my thoughts were blurred ,
I didn’t know why this occurred .

Time to change and carry on ,
it’s all right , nothings wrong .
I feel ok where I am today
in a place where I belong .
Time to change yes its possible
and in everyway I know I can ,
be happy again
for now I am brand new better man .

by Paul McCann