Control

How do I control this?

These weird vibrations, these synchronicities

This new sensation

How do I free myself from this burden?

Awakening?

I feel like drowning, disappearing.

It's too much, all of this is too much.

How do I balance this?

I try without luck..

There's something new everyday, 

Some new challenge to face

I feel caged, restricted

Unwanted, unloved

I feel hopeless

All these things are happening to me that I dare not speak of

They'll call me crazy, say I am insane.

I have already been called so many names.

How do I control this, how do I let go of this pain

Fight again to live another day.