Forever Looking Upward

Forever looking upward

Forever looking
upward, never knowing why

Always falling downward,
watching time pass me by

Photos without feeling, are
my oldest memories

A picture, in my head, emotions
in deep freeze

I wonder when im
older

And time has started to
crawl

Will I even remember

Those
nights that we played ball

The orange glow from the
lampposts peak

Or the echoed shouts through the
night

The sweat, the falls, "he shoots he
scores"

And simple verbal
fights

Will I even loosely
recall

Those nights we drove
around

A simple elation, always
celebration

i never once touched the
ground

What about those days we sat in a
haze

And spoke of our broken
dreams

Then carved something new, a borrowed
blue

And listened to the vixens
screams

Those foxes could sure give a
fright

When sitting inside that
car

Anxious glances and righteous stances

When we looked for a certain
star

Those dewy eyes and breathless
laughs

Will probably be one day
lost

But I hope when im old, I wont feel
cold

Or ever worry about the
cost

And I truly hope things will get
better

Cos we had the time of our
lives

Out till 2, every night felt
new

A time when nothing cryed

What
about the day we decided to stray

And missioned on
down to Bristol

Limped with the bizkit, smoked the
best shiznit

And sung like my mouth was a
pistol

Then that time, we built a
shrine

Out of dead limbs of
trees

Tripping all night, watching the
firelight

And Eating off our
knees

That campfire bliss, a cooked sausage
hissed

While carl played on his
guitar

The soundtrack of that stress free
night

When the flames played on the
stars

As his sound got faster, the flames grew
harder

And played against the leaves

the sound of love on the trees
above

Never wanting to leave

After
all that, I felt I had 5 brothers

Who each knew me
for what I was

5 good guys, always on my
side

Always a win, never a loss