Now I Have Lived

Now I have lived so let me tell
Of all of the things that I have seen
Fair freshened fields so garishly green
Gastly in their gall to tell them
All Dead fields of gilded gem
A tall tale of life
I saw that once I did

Now I have lived so let me tell
Of all the things that I have dreamed
Of dancing driads dallying citrus screamed
Bright sour Hear laughter damp with daisies
and dry dour wit
I wish that I could remember it
Demure sheets my emberbarrassment hid

Now I have lived and so confide
Of all the things that duck and stride
Of shadows sulking attempting to bide
some softened skin to menaced hide
The ones that stalk Still sickened sallow
Sucking shallow breaths so sharp as ice
Sing so soulful of rerolling dice
Verve and fire still seldom slid

Now I have lived so let me tell
Of only what could give me life
The yesterday winter wonder walk to wife
Who woke waved and put all else to bed
The thought of being one day wed
But not to woman if more to world
For her is all I've ever truly known
Who all I short lived undid