The Build Up Was So Great IP

My nervous still body Quivered with excitment and anticipation of what was to come.The setting was perfect,Lighting low,and I had manhoovered myself Into a comfortable position,I had learnt that from the Internet.

It had only been a few Short minutes since it Began What shall I do, I asked my self quietly of Course Ensuring he didn't hear me
Mumberling under my breath.Then within seconds it
Had all been over with not even a breath of Fulfillment like all the magaizines and articles Online had said it would give me.And what I hoped And thought would amount to nothing at all
Only dissapointment and embarssing moments like How to put on a comdom.The only one thing that
I dont believe I will ever forget, Daniel's Slow hand caresing me so tenderly.

All my friends had said Not to worry boys know
How to 'do it' and it Was like using an ipod,Easy And lots of fun.I felt awful for him,but I
kept saying to myself I didnt know how to kiss Never mind the rest and I was 18 Like Daniel.

But then he did the very thing I was trying to Avoid, as I smiled while he held me afterwards.
He asked me for an honest Opinion and thats when my stomach became all entangled with bad nerves, Not good ones like earlier, I kept thinking while He said 'Claire Claire, well was it good and ok for you'.

I didn't want to deflate him, but lie either, so I Simply said ' Daniel we both shared a special Moment and can now grow togeather.