to my unborn son.

Mommy remembers you now.
I was 16 young and so foolish.
I didn't know you were in me.
I was in highschool
Daddy and I were in love and things got intimate.
Daddy and I made you without knowing it would happen
But daddy got mad at me after.
So I left and ran home.
3 weeks passed and mommy gained weight.
Then it was 2 months and mommy had cramps.
Mommy was in pain.
I didn't know you were in me.
Mommy was always a cluts and I fell. Hard.
Mommy lost you.
Then mommy forgot. My mind blocked everthing. A lot of things actually.
One memory came first and it broke me.
Then another and it depressed me.
Then mommy remembered you.... and it killed me.....
Baby mommy loves you.
And although I never met you, I knew I felt you.
I should of been more careful.
I would have had you.
With me in my arms and I wouldn't be alone.
4 years you were blocked from my mind. But mommy now knows
I remember.
I love you baby.
One day mommy will see you.
I will run to you
And I will hold you in my arms where you should be.
With me.
I love you
I love you
I love you
I do.
Mommy remembers.
And I'm sorry...
I'm so so so sorry.
Its all my fault....
I love you...
And one day I will see you...
Please be their for me..
Guide me to you when I die.
My unborn son......my first and my only....my reason to die.....
Mommy loves you so mutch.....
I love you baby
And although you weren't born... you would have in december... I will celebrate your existance...and I will send you all my love everyday... ill hold on to your memory... my baby...my unborn love.
Wait for me.
Mommy will one day be with you.
I promise.