Secret Codes

Gold cherry

By jackory

Tue, 26 Dec 2017
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I looked to the western sky at sundown
I saw it as the Canvas of God.
 
I stared into the deep infinity of the night sky
I imagined every star a pin prick in the black horizon
offering tiny glimpses of the Light on the other side.
 
I came to realize
heaven is to be found
in the moments after sleep consumes the intellect
just before dreams tease the spirit.
 
I feared inner peace and sought distraction
to the point where distraction took the place of inner peace
and I was content with it.
 
I sought to deny myself
thoughts,
beliefs,
experiences…
I had sacrificed them
to a code that prohibited them.
 
I tried to do the right thing
when most of the time I hadn't a clue
what the right thing was.
 
Awake now
I celebrate diversity
and seek to tear down the walls of intolerance.
 
I closed my eyes and thought
"This is all there will ever be".
Thus I taught myself to love darkness.
 
I opened my eyes and thought
"This is all there will ever be".
Thus I taught myself to love light.
 
A guru led me into a place within myself
neither light nor darkness
he told me "This is all there will ever be".
Thus he taught me that if I wished to find it again
I must empty myself;
surrender to the Supersoul.
 
It was then that I realized I knew nothing.
I read the Bible.
I read the Bhagavad-Gita.
I read the Koran.
I read a lot of other stuff, too.
It all made sense and I thought to myself,
"God has always been my favorite author"
 
Then I wanted to be a philosopher.
Then I wanted to be a priest.
Then I wanted to be a hero.
Then I wanted to be a famous rock star.
Then I wanted to be a mentor.
Then I wanted to be a scholar.
Then I wanted to be a Marine.
Then I wanted to be a champion.
I wanted to be a lot of things.
Too many things.
 
One morning I saw a storm brewing in the eastern sky
and I gave God a high five.
 
I willingly lost myself in the dreams of others
then felt used and manipulated
when the credits began to roll.
 
Science nurtured my intellect.
Thoughts nurtured my mind.
Imagination nurtured my spirit.
Dreams nurtured my soul,
satisfied with poet's nonsense,
content with someone else's song.
 
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Submitted by Parson Thru on

Feels like a journey through the complexity of life. Enjoyed taking it with you. If anyone ever solves this problem, abctales will need a "Pick of the Universe and All Time".

Parson Thru

Submitted by Ewan on

intriguing poem is our Facebook and Twitter Pick of the Day. Why not share or retweet if you like it too?

 

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Submitted by jackory on

Thank you so much! 

 

Submitted by celticman on

I guess we've all got secets and codes, rituals that help us through the day

 

Submitted by hudsonmoon on

Congrats on pick of the day, jackory. God knows I have my own system for getting me thorugh. Enjoyed yours, as well.

Rich