I Feel So Trapped...

My soul so confined;
My heart so scrapped…
My love so divine.

No matter how hard I try…
My tears spill endlessly;
My life filled with lies…
My group so friendlessly…

Oh how it would be so simple…
Just to put a bullet in my head;
But because of my wonder...
I choose to live instead.

Though it’s not about the love…
That I thought I shared;
It fluttered away aimlessly, like a dove…
Only because I thought he cared.

If only I knew why I was here…
Here on Mother Earth;
I wouldn’t want to be shot down, like a deer…
I would be happy for my birth.

But life doesn’t always work as you plan…
So just live it as gently as you can;
Instead of feeling so trapped.
Just like me.