silent screams... will you hear them? or will you just read...

Have you ever been with someone that made you stay?
I have
I still am
He makes my life a living hell.
He's a MONSTER!
Yet to the world, I'm the bad guy in the story.
In the beggining we met at a party. He was innocent and a virgen.
I was young and wanted to expirament. I was 15 almost 16
He was 21
He was nice
I invited him over
We did things for the first time. Ever. I didn't bleed. I was lose. So he thought I wasn't a virgen.
I cheated once.
He found out.
Y didn't he break up with me?
So I cheated again.
And again
And again
Why won't he just break up with me!
So I hear I'm moving to arkansas. But first we visit. As a last attempt I send an unfavorable picture to a boy I don't know. He finds out.
Why won't he break up with me?
Just leave me I'm not right for you?
So he stays.
I come back and he's mad. Good. Theirs a fresh start.
He gets violent.
And before I leave he fakes an illness.
He says hell commit suicide.
Suddenly I have stalkers.
Suddenly I have to do as he says or hell kill my family.
WHY WON'T HE JUST LEAVE ME!
No that's not all
I have to give it to him
I have to love him
Or ells hell killl my family.
So then years go by and we try to forget but he still cages me
No friends
No going out.
He hacks my accounts
He changes my passwords.
He reads my emails and messages.
He hacks my android and reads my txts.
And if anything is wrong he threatens by lettting my stalkers hurt me
I've never met them
But apperantly their real.
I have a niece. They want to hurt her.
So I stay
I obey
He says I love you
I say I love you too
And if I don't do as he says I'm stupid
I'm a bitch
I'm a whore.
And I get it..... why don't you just leave me?
So I beg God.
I pray for a hero
But I see nothing.
I feel alone
Yet I'm being followed.
I don't desserve this. I rather be alone!
Just leave me! Please....
But no
He ignores....
I'm I guess a slave........ I need help.....but no one can give it to me....cops don't believe me. Not even my family.......WHEN I'M SAYING THE TRUTH.....I'm being followed. My boyfriends made me stay....he will kill my family if I don't......please...someone anyone.....help me